I Ask Myself Daily
Why do you go out of your way
To make me mad
To try and make me yell
To hurt me
To make me cry
To take my smile
To take the rest of my voice
To make me nothing
Why do you want to get a reaction from me
Why do you want me to yell
So you can call me i’m crazy
So you can say its all me
Why do you only want to cause me pain
Why do you want me to be broken
So you can say Its my fault
So you can say i’m weak
Why do you want to take all I am
Why do you want me to stay small
So you can stay in control
So you can keep up your appearance
Why do you want me to be quiet
So you can feel like a man
So you can keep your power
Why do you want me to disappear
So you can feel better about yourself
So you can put all the blame on me
I ask myself daily why your only intent is to hurt me
I ask myself daily why you hate me so much
I ask myself daily how does this make you happy
I ask myself daily how much more can I take
I ask myself daily is this all I will ever have
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Narcissists are the worst. Such parasites!
Yes I agree
Your post powerfully captures the pain and frustration of dealing with someone who intentionally seeks to hurt and control. It’s incredibly brave to share these feelings and questions. I hope that by expressing them, you find the strength and support you need to overcome this difficult situation.
Thank you. Writing has helped me a lot since saying things aloud gets me into more issues
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Good for you, Lynn! There is power in writing that which cannot be expressed otherwise. In our place I have named our resident chipmunk Scruffy, since it still sports it’s bedhead hair-do. We love to watch him each day gobble all the nuts we give to it and pack it’s cheeks full for a snack for later. So beautiful there with the scent of flowers wafting through the air and time to enjoy the soft sounds of nature and our laughter. Off to the cool breeze and the hammock, dear friend! pT went well today. I rode that confounded machine like a rodeo horse. It will not get the better of me. Haha. How was your day?
Yes writing really has helped me so much. Haha rocked that bed hair just like me. Glad it went well