I have struggled with health care my entire life
They dismissed me
They think we’re all liars
They think we’re all drug addicts
They think all we want is pills
They don’t care
They have made me feel crazy
They made me question myself
Over and over
They made me believe nothing was wrong with me
They made me think it was all in my head
Years and years
Many different doctors all the same
None care
To finally after so many saying it was nothing
Or my migraines
Or making it all up
To finally get a diagnosis
I thought it would change
It hasn’t
Not one bit
They still treat me exactly the same
Shit now I dont have one but four different Illnesses
And diagnosis
And yet they still treat me like shit
Make me feel even crazier
“cuz I already know I’m crazy and losing my mind”
They lie to cover their asses
While throwing you under while doing it
They don’t care about you or your diagnosis
They don’t care about me and my medication therapy
They still think im always lying
They still think IM GREAT
✍️ 2/21/24
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Yeah! Tell it like it is, Lynn! I have felt the same way. How is your week going? Are you coping with your new job at Amazon? Hope that you don’t have too much more bruising. Ugh! You are always in my thoughts. It’s spring in our place. See you there, dear friend!
It has been a long week. I’ve been on my own Tuesday or Wednesday wasn’t bad. But yesterday and today lord. I had to do my line plus 3 pallets yesterday. Today I wasn’t going to go was late looked like a hott mess my hair was so bad. Got there first computer didn’t work got a different one that one wouldn’t load. So had to walk all the way back to get a 3rd one. Finally login to everything. Do my line and audits I have to do those 3x a day. For my battery to die to get another one ugg. Really dreaded ever going in. Then my PA tells me I have to share an additional line. Then to find out I was the only problem solver that came in today. So I was now having to do 4lines! I was so pissed. I did 2 I never even attempted to do the other 2 cuz my shift was half over by the time she told me. An hour before my shift ended my battery on my printer died. It was not a good day haha. I didn’t want to walk all the way over for another battery so I didnt fix a lot of boxes. Well I did but couldn’t print the sticker so I didnt lol. Glad it’s over! How are you?
Hope that you get to collapse for the weekend! What a terrible week for you. Wish I could do something more to help. Yesterday was awful. Went to the doctor about a swelling under my arm and turns out it was an abscess. Had to go to the emergency room to have it taken care of. So busy at the ER that I had to wait 4 hours to be seen. Then it was very painful to have it excised. Ugh, what a day. Today I am puny and not in good shape. We haven’t had the best week have we? Haha. Our place awaits, and we can go there to rest up talk and eat a bunch of chocolate chip cookies. And laugh of course. Hahah. See you there, dear friend!
I’m sorry about you having to go to the er. I’m sure it was painful. How are you doing now? Do you no how you got it?
The doctor said that it was probably caused by an infected hair follicle. I go to see the doctor today to have her look at it. Still seems swollen and sore. How are you doing? Are you being worked to death at Amazon? Anything else you would like to share? I am all ears! See you in our place, my dear friend!
How did your appointment go? Sorry this has happened to you. Works fine didn’t go yesterday.