If you looked at me
Would you see the real me
The outspoken girl
The old me
That wore her heart on her sleeve
Would you believe me if I said
I never backed down
If I said
I always choose revenge over forgiveness
If I told you that I lost my heart long ago
If I told you I was a hot head
That had a temper
If you look at me close enough
Would you still see her
She was fierce at times
Broken even more
She was in pain most of her life
She was used, cheated on, and betrayed
She got lost along the way
Were I had to become something else
Lots of improvements
Lots of giving up the only parts I had left
If you really tried to see me
Could you?
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Your poems are always so dynamic, and when I listen to you speak them they are even more so! I am so depressed today. It has been a week of going to the doctor every day. I am just so tired and in pain. How are you doing today? Our place is so beautiful now with the trees just starting to turn color, and the air smells cool and sweet and clean. Let’s feed our chipmunk some nuts to help her prepare for her long winter sleep. Let’s catch up on things and laugh until our cheeks hurt! Love you, friend!
I’m sorry you’re in pain. Going to the doctors can be so draining. Especially every day. Is everything OK? Whats going on friend in that mind of yours let it out? Been spending a lot of time in our place so beautiful and cool there now love you
I found out this week that I will have to have some cosmetic surgery to remove a lesion on my face. No fun! That will be in November. Sometimes it seems that I am just existing and not really living any more. The days seem to just slip by, and I am so tired and anxiety ridden. My mother, who is 98 now and in a nursing home for her advanced dementia, has caught covid, and I am so worried about her. She doesn’t recognize me any more, or respond when I talk to her. So depressing. Perhaps we can go to our place where you can let me cry all of this out. Just being there with you in our beautiful place gives me great comfort. Love you, friend
I’m sorry how did this happen? Oh Susan I felt that to my core I’m sorry. Your mother’s in my thoughts. I will be in our place to listen to you cry and scream and just let it all out I will probably even join you. Love you
How much I appreciate you and being able to escape to our place. Having you there makes all the difference when my life is coming at me too hard. Love you, friend!