I’m a low maintenance bitch
If you compared 32 year old me to 15 year old me
Of course there would be so many differences
I always had fake nails
Now I cant stand my nails showing any white
I always did my makeup and hair was always down
You will never catch me done up now
My hair is always up in tight ass bun
I always got dressed up
You will only find me in my pjs now
I wore a lot of jewelry
Rings on every finger
Several earrings
I am trying to bring back my rings and earrings
I don’t know how i ever did it
Rings are really bothering me
Earrings are super annoying to sleep on and
My hair keeps getting caught in them
How did I exist with earrings and my hair down
Lots of piercings
Now only ears
Always showed skin
Since 18 never showed skin
Hate it makes me feel super uncomfortable
I loved the piercings and rings then
Now i’m all about comfort
I use to show my personality throught my body I suppose
It was a untable soul during that time
And now I’m a comfy old lady with a little hidden rebellions
✍️ 1/30/24 8 P.M.
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So good to see your poem! ( and hear it ! ). It made me laugh out loud. I started back on my physical therapy yesterday. Sore but happy. The wonderful fall leaf display is almost over now. In our place we are sipping ginger honey tea and soaking up the calm beauty of the place. So peaceful there. And so full of laughter. I am depressed and anxious today, but nothing too bad. I lie. It is pretty bad. Oh, well, so what’s new. How are you doing? Did you have your orientation for your caretaking job? How is everything else, dear friend?
I’m glad you’re back still be careful don’t need you catching a bug. What’s going on, friend? Tell me everything. I started Monday 4 days of orientation. I went into the facility today. Just shadowed today. Mondays when all really find out, I suppose. It’s for people with disabilities some in wheelchairs some that can’t talk. I wanted to work with older people. They all are all adults. Each worker takes care of 3 people the whole day. But you have a buddy that you’re paired with but they also have 3 people. Monday I will get me 3 people for the day and be given responsibility. Has really kept me from getting in my head this week. See you in our place for some much needed rest and laughter.
I have started taking speech therapy for my swallowing problem. The bells palsy has made the right side of my face paralyzed. And I am doing exercises to help. This gets me to laughing, since you have to squinch your face and tongue into all kinds of ways and then hold it for 10 seconds and swallow. So funny! The therapist has a good sense of humor, so that helps. We had a great halloween trick or treat night here. Gobs of kids stopped by for candy. My favorite costume was a kid wearing an evil Sponge Bob Square Pants outfit. What a hoot! I went to see a pulmonary specialist last week for my asthma problems. She was very nice and gave me a lot of information and some changes in my meds. I have already noticed a difference, so I am very pleased. The colorful leaves on the trees have almost all fallen now. Are you getting any colors yet? I still have all my many things wrong with me, but lately I have been just telling my body to go ahead and do it’s worst, and I will be damned if I will give in to my self pity thing. In your job, do you work full time or part time. Are you pleased with what you have seen so far? I want to know all the details about what happens next week. See you in our place! We can rest, ( maybe you will need it with your job and all ) and laugh together, dear friend!🤣
Haha well hopefully it helps. I’m trying to see The benefit of doing that to improve but I’m sure there’s something behind it lol. It was so cold on Halloween but kids got a lot of candy was out there for almost 3 hours. No colors here it has started to cool down though. That’s the way friend do your worst haha if I said that to my body woo I think it knock me on my ass just to prove it’s point haha my body had a mind of its own lol. But I try my hardest as well not to give in. It’s part time 5hrs a day wile July kids are at school. This week will be the week that showed me if I can do it I suppose. See you in our place I hope the week is good to you sweet friend.
Hope that your day at work went well. I am thinking about you, dear friend! ❤️
Aww thank you Susan. Past 2 days haven’t been bad am a little agitated today then when I got home I started my period so makes sense lol. I seem to be exhausted it’s not physical labor but I think it’s the socializing that’s kicking my butt. And me having to be so patient and happy the whole time really taking a lot out of me and it’s only Thursday haha
Yeah, socializing really takes it out of me too. If I have too much I get exhausted. That’s why I love our place. Just peace and no need to be putting on the happy front all the time. Did your buddy system and taking care of 3 people work well? I am sending you as much good stuff as I can from here in Indiana for the rest of the week, my dear friend. Come to our place when you can, and I will serve you tea and cookies and give you a swing in the hammock. Maybe even sing to you while playing my guitar. Happy rest of the week!
I’m so exhausted. Ugg, been non-stop all day, woke up cleaned, took my son to school. Then my daughter. Went to work one of the workers that was in my room half the day was really just a handful. Got out went and got my daughter took her to the library. Came home to my dog, destroying my whole bed. Had the washer full of clothes I was going to wash so I had to take them out cuz I needed my bed done first. Started cooking made my kids plate went and got my son then took him to a get a haircut which takes over an hr uggg. His birthdays Friday so. Then come home to have to Then put my bedding in the dryer. Still waiting for it to dry and make it before I can shower. I know my period is what is making my mood haha. So I had her Monday but today she was absent. My group is pretty easy compared to others lol. Just now I can’t just leave to go to the bathroom or clean. We each have a chore that has to be done by the end of the day cleaning some part of the facility. So being alone is harder to drag them around and do it so I did it 5 Mins before my shift ended. Just a long day and it’s not Friday. Hahah I’m just a big grump today. Wasn’t at work probably why it’s hitting so hard. Thank you friend for your thoughts and a ear or eye lol to vent. How you doing friend?
Wow! What a day! No wonder you are exhausted! I am tired today, too, but I don’t have a good excuse. Maybe I have been crocheting too hard! Yeah, that must be it- working my fingers to the bone! Hahah. It is always so good to hear from you. Keep me posted about everything, my friend!
Haha maybe yea today was long as well. Super windy both my kids stayed home today. My sons first time watching my daughter. Trial run since Thanksgiving break he’ll have to.
Do you get off during Thanksgiving at all? I don’t know how you are doing it all . Job and kids a house to keep and struggling with medical challenges. You are in my thoughts and my heart, as usual. Hope that the next few days at work aren’t quite so taxing.
Yea we have big holidays off lol thank you
Good one