It’s Weird
how my life has turned out
How my mother was always half here
How she was an addict my whole life
How she still is to this day
How she was always more concerned with
Her new guy of the month and high
How she was never a stable mother
I suppose I got to see more of the real her
Since I was the one getting dragged around by her
Its weird how I didn’t think this would ever be my life
How I went deep young
How I was a runner
How I went down the attic path myself
How I was an alcoholic at 16
How I followed her and became consumed by my
Man
How I became pregnant at 15
How I failed
How I lost myself
Its weird how I never wanted to be like my mother
How when I became a mother I changed
How when I became a mother I quit everything
How to this day I don’t drink
Hate it really
How I have never abandoned my kids
How I took myself out of the party life for my kids
I started on a bad path
I started f****d up
I started following my mothers path
I said to myself I will not be nothing like my mother
I have to change for now I am a mother
I will not choose that path to raise you
I will not run anymore
For now I am your mother
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Your kids are so lucky to have you as their mom, Lynn! This poem shows just how much you love them! ❤️. The covid scare is over at the place that I get my PT, so I will be going back next Thursday. I got a new covid and flu shot both on the same day, and I had a miserable reaction to them. Nothing serious, but it kept me feeling pretty bad for a few days. I got to take a long ride in the country on Thursday, and the trees were magnificent! All colors of red, orange and yellow. It has been the best tree display here for years! Are you OK? Anything you would like to share? Hope you have a great weekend, and that your caretaker orientation goes well next week. With love from your friend. See you in our place!
Glad you can go back is your shoulder still really bad? It seems those shots get you sick right after. Msybe was worst cuz you got them both together. Who knows Hu. Omg I could imagine the beauty of those trees haven’t got those colors here yet. Nothing much going on here been sick with a cold for over a month just got over it. Seems like it takes my body a lot longer to heal. Thank you love you friend