She Was Beautiful
She was young
She was six years older than me
She self harmed young as well
She got pregnant young as well
She got her crap together
She was a great mom for almost two years
Until she was know longer anything
She became ugly on the inside and out
She lost all her weight
She no longer want to be a mother
She no longer wanted anything but her next high
She ruined her home
She used her body
She stole and betrayed everyone close to her
She started with smoking
She now shutes up every drug you could think of
She has lost her mind
She was my sister
She was my only sister
She was there until she wasn’t
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your memory of her….to all of it…keeps her beautiful still, Lynn 🤗🤍🙏
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The poetry that you write is always so powerful! This poem is so sad and haunting. I feel so bad for both her and you, Lynn. I just got out of PT and I am worn out! My shoulder is getting better gradually, though, so I am encouraged. I finished crocheting my yellow shawl! It is pretty and warm, so I am pleased. I will start something else now. I like to have a project going all the time. I may start on a shawl to give to the local women’s shelter. They like to have handmade shawls to comfort the women who must go there. It makes me feel good to know that I am helping in a small way. How are you doing? Have you finished your fence yet? Are you still having to weed eat the whole lawn? Do you still have your compression socks on? Haha. 🤗🤗
Yea, she’s set in her ways now that’s her fate. I bet it’s beautiful, and that’s a huge contribution all the love, pain, and struggle that went into making it. I am in a lot of pain, especially my legs. My dum a** thoght it be a good idea to weed eat the front today cuz it grew already. My arms are shaking, holding anything and in so much pain. I think all be weed eating my whole life I just can’t seem to spend that much money on a battery, lol. I know it would be so much easier if I did, though. I also went to Home Depot and got more wood today and put it up. I need about 10 more pieces, and then I should be done. I took my socks off this morning, but as I got in bed right now for the first time, I think I may need to put them back on. I get so much relief from them. Taking longer than usual, Knotts kicked my butt.
I got my hearing aids today and I can’t believe how much it has changed my hearing! Very strange to hear myself chewing loudly Haha. I hope you have a restful weekend after weed eating and fence building all week. The hammock and shade tree await in our place. I’ll be there! 🤗🤗