As I Lay Here Trying To Find That Peace

As I lay here trying to find that peace
The peace at the end of the excruciating pain
The peace at the end of the pure exhaustion
The peace at the end of all the pills
The peace at the end of all the loneliness
The peace i’m trying to get to, you know it?
I long for it
To just have a brief moment of feeling nothing
Nothing at all
The peace I try and get to everyday
That I never seem to be able to touch
Not even a little
The peace of not being stuck in this mind
That seems to beat me every second of the day
This illness is not kind
Not in any way
It robs me of everything I once was
And continues until it takes all I am
The peace I earn for
Just to be free from this excruciating hell, I live in
The peaceful bliss were i’m trying to get to daily
That peace all never see but reminisce of constantly

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