I Used To Be, Narcissist Poetry

I used to be bold, speak my mind.. 

I used to be more free, a little damaged but mending… 

I used to have a little bit of an ego, 

but was never the prettiest…

I used to be me 

Now I keep every held deep inside 

I now feel the weight of the world on my shoulders.

I’m no longer mending 

but broken with tape keeping me together

 I now feel hideous and completely alone…. 

If you spoke of the girl I was 

I would think your lying 

You see you made me this woman I am today 

You molded me with ever yell, every let down

 You turned your actions into me being jealous and crazy

Every time I stuck up for myself you turned it on me 

We never came first, only last 

You used my illness to benefit yourself

 but never actually tried to understand it

You made me feel trapped and made sure 

I was financially dependent on you

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