I Wish You Knew, The Battle I Fight Daily

How I wish you knew
The vertigo that makes everything impossible
That makes sitting up a painful roller coaster
Functioning no way!
The blurred vision that has me squinting at everything
That makes doing anything a struggle
The migraines that seem to be a daily lately
That makes looking at anything extremely painful
That makes all noise feel like a stab in the head
The unsteadiness that makes me constantly leaning on everything
That i’m so self-conscious about
I wish you knew
The depression that takes over this mind
That makes every second of living a burden
That fights me with all it has
The battle I fight daily
How I wish you knew

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