I’m Lost In This Life
I don’t know what’s right anymore
I’m fighting myself daily
I can’t even express myself for fear
For fear that I wont receive help
For fear of knowing what I will be
Making my child endure
I need help so bad I want to scream
But I know once I make him aware of it
Help is the last thing all receive
I wonder if he could do it better
I wonder if without me he would have everything under control
I wonder if they’d be better off
Then I remember how I wouldn’t be here to interfere
I’m failing at this thing called motherhood
I don’t have the energy for this fight
Alone
I am in a losing battle
I just wonder sometimes
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Oh, Lynn! I wish I knew how to help you more. All I can offer you is my friendship, and our place to help you find peace sometimes. I do love you! I am always a listening ear my dear friend. 🤗
Susan, your friendship is more than I could ever have hoped for. I’m so glad we found each other. I finished my fence today it is all different colors and shapes lol I had to search in my yard for each piece like a puzzle in a maze. I weed eated my back yard this evening. My front seems to grow as fast as I’m done with it. Currently laying down, finally has been a long draining day. I’ve been trying to incorporate the mediterranean diet into my household this week. And it seems I am spending a lot more time in the kitchen. Cutting cutting cutting hahaha. How are you doing?
if I’ve learnt anything as a single parent of late….is that it’s never easy, Lynn….we pray on that one day and hope for it to come soon…where we can get up and know that everything will run smoothly…even if just for a day.
sending love and hugs…and some happy thoughts…the strength that runs through your words shared of battles fought…hold on to that…🤗🤍🙏🌷
(…and thank you for the link up🙏)
Things are going fine today. I just got back from another PT session and I am worn out. Things are going well, though, and I am pleased with the progress. That shoulder massage at the end is so heavenly! Glad to hear that you got done with your fence. You should get some kind of medal for all that weed eating! Haha. I am trying to decide on the color of yarn for my next crochet project. Sea green perhaps. I love the colors of the sea. How are you doing? How is your pain? Is your vision still improved? See you in our place! 🤗
That good are you seeing any improvement? Right, I bet that massage is heaven. Lol, I sware I’m always weed eating, hu? That sounds nice. Sight is almost 100 back, thank goodness my nero would have just let me wait till way after my appointment with him in October. Pain is still very much constant. I called my dibro doctor to renew and up that lain medication, so we shall see whenever I get it.
I grew up in a dysfunctional family. Having two parents didn’t make it any better. LOVE is the most important thing you can give your kids.
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