As the new calendar gets put up for the new year
I’m reminded of a life
A life I no longer want or miss
15-year anniversary small in the corner
For 10 of those years, it used to be big and bold with hearts
Would do my hair and makeup
Which is a rare form
As the calendar shows, all birthdays and passings
Appointments and all those bills
13-year marriage anniversary
How I wanted to be your wife so bad
How I wanted to be yours and you mine forever
I used to look at another year more success
Now I look at another year I stayed in this prison
I used to think that divorce could never be me
I was ashamed of the thought
Now I think of that being the only outcome
Being alone is my ending
As the days pass on this calendar showing all past happy memories
Now dreadful reminders
As I flip the months to only see an added year to this misery, I call life
✍️ 1/03/24 9:31 P.M
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Your poem makes me so sad. Are you OK? Have you got anything more that you would like to share? I am always a listening ear, my friend. Did you get any results from the mri you took?
I’m ok don’t get me wrong I’m still depressed as he’ll and always in my head. I’m trying so that has to be enough. How are you? I went and the guy mest up my arm so bad for the contrast. They’ll put the results in about a week I won’t get the real results till I see Nero. I forgot when I think March. I can’t member nothing at this point. I’m in so much pain feels like I just got beat with rocks all day. I have 4 days off so I’m so happy about it give my body a break.
Hope that your four day’s off will offer you some rest. Like you, I am struggling with depression and pain. Seems to never end. My husband is going in to have total knee replacement surgery in a couple of weeks. I am really dreading it, but I know that it must be done. Ugh! I am spending a lot of time in our place. At least there is peace and comfort there. And laughter! See you there, my dear friend!