New year
I would love to say new me
I would love to join those who set resolutions and actually accomplish some
Maybe even all
I want to say this year will the year
The year I so desperately need it to be
I want to say all reach my goals and succeed
I really want this year to be the one
The year I start making my health a priority
Become an independent single mother
I want so much as I do each year
Most continue year after year
Unaccomplished, unfinished, the same flawed me
Going out and into another year
Losing more and more hope
And belief in myself
New year, same me
I hope not I hope this one is different
I want to find myself
I want to be free
I want to be stable
I want my mind and soul to be at peace
I hope this new year brings me the hopes and dreams I have
As I went out broken but hopeful
I’m going in mending and mindful
✍️ 1/03/24 9:13 P.M.
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Hi, Lynn! May we both have new years filled with hope,stability, peace of mind and soul, and a new kind of mindfulness! I wish you all the best! Maybe this year will be the one for both of us. Hot chocolate and a cozy fire await us in our place. See you there, my friend. What is going on with your job?
Hopefully dear friend. How have you been doing? I’m still there lol dying can’t seem to find a schedule with these hour’s. Am up like 19hrs a day with 5hrs of sleep and my body has just been rebelling against me so bad. My son had a game yesterday fell asleep around 7 or 8 I think. I’ve been so exhausted I don’t no how and when I fall asleep with all the noice and lights lol. Woke up at 6ish to pee and went back to sleep been in bed the whole day. My husband’s like are you going to sleep all day I’m like yup haha I’m like a bear and need to go into hibernation lol. A whole lot of pain and fatigue. Think im getting sick. I go for an mri Thursday. Also have a app with primary next week. And you is your depression and pain at bay?
I am on the mend, but I had a bad reaction to the sedative they gave me for the surgery. Fatigue and depression, brain fog, and confusion. The psychiatrist said that patients like me who have had bad brain trauma ( the fungal meningitis from long ago ) can have really bad reactions from such sedatives. Told me to have a big rest physical and mental for the next few weeks. I have been doing just that. He also said that I could have delusions and hallucinations, which haven’t happened , thank goodness. My face is healing nicely. Sounds like you could use a big rest too! Can’t see how you are doing it all! Why are you having an mri done? Just routine, or something else? We are about to get a big snow dump. Probably pretty but a pain in the neck when you have to go somewhere. How is the weather where you are?
Oh lord, haha, glad you’re healing rest in our place as we laugh and catch each other up on our lives. It’s really cold and windy hear wasn’t when I went in this am but was bad when I came out lol. I’m struggling haha and now I have to train in other areas of amazon so I can try to get a full time role. Which means putting my body through a lot more and it’s already fighting me uggg. I get mri every 6-12months to make sure I have no knew lesions. Forever. I pierced my ears some months back and they haven’t healed so painful taking them out for the mri. I tell myself why would you go pierce your ears knowing your going to have to take them out every year for the rest of your life hahaha my body heals very slowly. So a cut that a normal person can heal in under a week takes me months and leaves a scar lol. So yea a piercing forever. Oh snow beautiful well hopefully you have everything you need and you guys don’t have to go out in it.